Manar's Moments

 The hardest thing I've been through is when I feel pain without anyone knowing, and all I can say is "I'm fine." But others keep bothering and blaming you just because you changed, without knowing the internal struggle you're going through. I used to always say that the days are all the same, no difference, and I got bored with the routine, but now I know and feel the difference. I used to be good at avoiding everything and not facing it—happy, active, always moving, and talking a lot. Now, everything is the opposite. You see me calm, silent, with no expression on my face, but inside there’s a huge chaos that no one else hears. Why did this happen? Because I started facing my feelings and letting go of my old self—my habits and toxic relationships, the effort I put in alone without receiving anything in return. I'm currently going through a difficult period to become better. I didn't know it would be this painful and exhausting. The problem is I'm sti...

 The hardest thing I've been through is when I feel pain without anyone knowing, and all I can say is "I'm fine." But others keep bothering and blaming you just because you changed, without knowing the internal struggle you're going through. I used to always say that the days are all the same, no difference, and I got bored with the routine, but now I know and feel the difference. I used to be good at avoiding everything and not facing it—happy, active, always moving, and talking a lot. Now, everything is the opposite. You see me calm, silent, with no expression on my face, but inside there’s a huge chaos that no one else hears. Why did this happen? Because I started facing my feelings and letting go of my old self—my habits and toxic relationships, the effort I put in alone without receiving anything in return. I'm currently going through a difficult period to become better. I didn't know it would be this painful and exhausting. The problem is I'm sti...

 Dreams are a wonderful thing that a person possesses. For me, dreams are a part of one’s personality, representing many aspects of life. It’s beautiful to think about how you want to be and what you will become. When you close your eyes and imagine yourself achieving those dreams, searching for more and more. Having something in your life to work hard for, enduring all difficulties and challenges, with an endless passion—always moving, falling, and rising again. For me, I wasn't working toward a clear goal, and I believe that's why I got the worst results—results that are nothing to be proud of. When I was little, my dream was to have my own art studio, filled with colors and paintings, a space where I could express myself. But that never happened, and that's okay. Still, I remember every night before sleeping, I would imagine every detail of that studio as if it were real—the painting ideas, the colors, the tools. I saw everything clearly and cried because I knew this dre...